Okay on the ritual, you would be give the vampire vodka which is also know as the vampire blood to drink and then so incantations from the vampire Bible would be read and after which your Awakening will begin.
At the beginning it would be a bit painful but after which you would be as if you are high and perhaps pass out.
Then you would be reborn I mean you would be fully awakened.

This rituals have been studied and well understood but the elders of the vampire eternity coven so you don’t have a reason to worry but you have to understand that this ritual would change your life for the better because you would be reborn.